Children to Adults

I'm frustrated! Last night Brian called me.  He was mad, mad at Angie, no, mad at Wade... Who is saying what?  
He said that Angie had told his son's mother that someone pulled a gun on him... I thought it sounded rather strange, so I asked Angie if she was the one who was saying things.  She told me that she had not even talked to the ex for months.  I believe her. I am now just concerned that he took his anger out on Wade. Drama! Jesus, help him!
I am frustrated because I have no idea what to do about the whole situation. Brian gets mad and rants and yells at everybody he can find to yell at and he does not exercise any control at all. He is irrational and his mind just runs wild.  He scares me. 

I have been negligent with this blog. I have changed some things so that it is not available to just anyone that happens to come across it. But, since I don't use last names or any identifying information, it shouldn't matter.
We have moved into an old house.  It needs work, but I think it may be in better shape than the first house we bought. I have purchased paint for the kitchen but I am having a hard time getting to the point where I can actually paint it.  The walls need to be washed  and there is still stuff that needs to be put away, if I can find a spot for it. Or, I could just get rid of it.YES that's the thing to do... SIMPLIFY!

Let's Just Start Over

I have deleted all of my previous listings for this blog, mostly because I want to start it over and maybe just use this blog to air my thoughts on paper so to speak and perhaps to no one but myself.
Here it is the end of November and I have not done a thing for Christmas because as usual, we have no money to spend. We always manage to pull something together and it is usually at the last minute... So what else is new.


I want to get Brian and Shelly something nice.  They have been good to us.  They have a new King size bed.  Maybe a nice comforter.  Maybe like the one Roger and I have. I really like it and it is indeed warm. Overstock.com!  


I also would like to get Angie something nice.  She has no one in this world but Roger and I, and she deserves to feel loved and wanted. I highly doubt that her biological father would do anything for her.  He hasn't don't a thing in 24 years, so why start now?


I would also like to get Roger something nice, He too deserves it.  Then there are the other two people that sort of make up our family unit.  If I haven't seen them for over a year, I shouldn't worry about it.  But I do.  Even though Jared and Tina have their heads firmly planted up their butts, they are still family and I will try to keep a positive attitude.  Damn, it's hard though!


Logan and Ashley are not much better, but at least they display signs of being human.  I think they came to our house when we moved to this apartment in March, Then they came back when Judy was here in August, other than that, we haven't heard from them. How am I suppose to feel? I don't know.
OK for now...